Crushin on

Giving up

So I did really think that newlook would get back to me I mean my interview didn't go that badly? She seemed impressed? But it's like because I've built up this fear of not getting a job I'm now getting so much bad luck and it's so draining I really just want to work and earn money and no one is giving me that opportunity and you kinda feel like a failure, did they not like me as a person? Why are they choosing the girl who is less experienced? Or am I just geuinally unlucky, it's a really horrible feeling and I'm losing hope on ever getting a job now time is running out 

Maybe something unexpected might happen but doubt that very much 

Anyone else ever been declined from like every job possible?